Hmmm, maybe I’ll bring my camera (go to the kitchen to get camera off counter)
Don’t be stupid. It is grey and overcast. You were lazy and didn’t get up early enough for the sunrise, so why bother (feel defeated, go to the mudroom and grab the door handle. hesitate and go halfway back to kitchen)
You are being stupid. Even if you take the camera, you won’t get a single shot. And IF you do actually TRY to take a picture, it will be awful, so why bother (go back to mudroom and put hand on handle, then hesitate …)
Repeat for 3-4 minutes
… But what if I just carry the camera? I’ll bring it, but I won’t take a picture. Is that okay?
(grumbling voice in my head) Yeah, I guess …
